Emotions
During periods of intense stress, fear or low mood, I noticed worse wellbeing and different readings in my own home measurements. I regard this as a personal observation, not proof of a disease mechanism.
For many years I lived with symptoms that no one could connect into one clear picture. This page is my personal account — searching for answers, periods of improvement and relapse, family, practice and slowly rebuilding strength.
It began with weakness and symptoms that gradually affected more areas: joints, the nervous system, balance, vision, hearing, muscles and digestion. I experienced fainting and headaches that could last for days. I lost weight and energy, while repeated consultations did not provide an explanation that seemed to connect everything.
At one point I weighed around 52 kilograms at 176 cm tall. One of the hardest parts was not only feeling unwell, but also feeling that my experience was invisible to other people.
I was not looking for a theory. I simply wanted to understand why I had less and less strength each year.
I do not present this as a universal treatment plan. It is a record of moments that were important in my own story.
After roughly a decade of searching, I underwent a bioresonance assessment. That was the first time Lyme disease, neuroborreliosis and possible co-infections were mentioned to me. I treated this as a direction for further investigation.
By the end of 2018 I was extremely weak. In January 2019 I went through an intensive two-week program that included bioresonance. After returning home I felt a clear improvement in everyday functioning, although I did not consider the issue resolved.
During these years meditation, Reiki, energy work, crystals and inner development became a larger part of my life. Health remained important, but for several years I functioned more steadily.
My symptoms intensified again. This became a point where I decided to observe my body, reactions, lifestyle and emotional wellbeing much more closely.
I combined different elements I had encountered over the years: herbs, work with a bioresonance device, rest, movement, meditation and energy practices. At the same time, I began working more deeply with family and emotional themes.
Over time I began to view health more broadly — not as one result or one method, but as an interplay of the body, emotions, relationships, rest and everyday choices.
During periods of intense stress, fear or low mood, I noticed worse wellbeing and different readings in my own home measurements. I regard this as a personal observation, not proof of a disease mechanism.
Work around family patterns and systemic constellations became meaningful to me emotionally. After these experiences, I noticed major changes in my strength, appetite and general functioning.
Meditation, Reiki, crystals, gentle movement and rehabilitation exercises became part of my routine. I do not treat them as a replacement for healthcare, but as elements of how I personally care for myself.
The biggest change was moving from waiting for one final answer toward consciously observing myself, learning and using different forms of support when I needed them.
During the hardest years, one person remained my constant foundation — my wife.
She stayed with me when I had little strength left and believed my experience even when other people did not understand it. Her presence is an essential part of this story.
After a period of profound weakness, I gradually began rebuilding body weight and strength. I continue working on mobility, exercising and observing how my body responds. At the same time, I keep developing my Reiki, meditation and crystal practice.
Living through years of illness has strongly shaped the way I look at other people today. I know what it feels like to feel unwell and still be unable to explain it in a simple way. In my own work, I therefore want to offer calm space, attention and support — without making promises.
This path stopped feeling like punishment. It became a turning point.
This is my personal story and description of my own experiences. It is not a diagnosis, medical advice or a treatment recommendation. Bioresonance, Reiki, crystal work and systemic constellations do not replace medical diagnosis or treatment. If you suspect Lyme disease or have worsening symptoms, consult a qualified healthcare professional.